[ Normal Rin would have taken those words in stride, would have teased him or feigned his trust of those words. The tone would've been a whole lot different. ]
really? im just another kidnapped person in this shithole or do you care about everyone stuck here?
it might be inevitable. there are people who hurt others and its not to protect themselves or anyone else. but that doesnt matter as much if theyre important to me.
i can help others. be useful to them. protect them.
it might depend on the reason. i dont know every possible one. if its for a revenge that doesnt help the dead then yes. it doesnt make it right but it doesnt mean i have to forsake them. it wouldn't matter even if they killed me.
might wanna be careful doing stuff like that never know wholl take advantage of you and youd pay for it for nothing in the end no matter if you dont seem to care if you die or not
you say that now but you might change your mind once you have blood on your hands
do i? just tired of being stuck in this shitty place when i have things to do back where i came from i need to get out of here
[Under other circumstances, Rin's words would have stung - because they're true and he knows it. And later, whenever he looks back at this conversation, they might. But right now, he doesn't even have the capacity to process other people's words as hurtful to himself.]
if it helps someone else is it really for nothing im not all that important in the end anyway
i already do. too much.
we all do im sure if i find out how to get out of here ill let you know
[ Desim's words only make him think of himself, and it's too much, brings up what weighs so heavily on his heart, and without his normal facades Rin can't react like it's all fine or it doesn't effect him.
So, he chooses not to reply to most of it- but he'll remember this conversation later. ]
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we dont know what its up to. i dont want anything bad to happen to you.
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something weird?
[ Normal Rin would have taken those words in stride, would have teased him or feigned his trust of those words. The tone would've been a whole lot different. ]
really?
im just another kidnapped person in this shithole
or do you care about everyone stuck here?
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not everyone. i dont want anyone getting hurt at all. but its harder to care personally about people i havent even spoken to once.
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like what? you make it sound like you didnt know what was important to you before or something
having that sort of wish isnt going to work out
people get hurt all the time its inevitable
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it might be inevitable. there are people who hurt others and its not to protect themselves or anyone else. but that doesnt matter as much if theyre important to me.
are you all right
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whats the thing youre good for then?
youd turn a blind eye to someone you care about doing things like that?
and if that person hurt you or others you care about does it still not matter?
im fine
you should keep your worry for yourself
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it might depend on the reason. i dont know every possible one. if its for a revenge that doesnt help the dead then yes. it doesnt make it right but it doesnt mean i have to forsake them.
it wouldn't matter even if they killed me.
you sound different than usual
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never know wholl take advantage of you
and youd pay for it for nothing in the end
no matter if you dont seem to care if you die or not
you say that now but you might change your mind once you have blood on your hands
do i?
just tired of being stuck in this shitty place when i have things to do back where i came from
i need to get out of here
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if it helps someone else is it really for nothing
im not all that important in the end anyway
i already do. too much.
we all do im sure
if i find out how to get out of here ill let you know
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So, he chooses not to reply to most of it- but he'll remember this conversation later. ]
yeah yeah
i wont hold my breath